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Sunday, August 19, 2007

changes

I feel like it is time to talk. Suddenly I don't know how to start.

I believe everything that happens to happens for a reason, and through it all God's plans and purposes are being fulfilled one way or the other. And even though it hurts, His ways are always better than ours and He's way smarter than me, than us.

Can We Be Friends?
2yrs and a few months of life changing experiences with someone very special, very unique in more ways than one ended with a few tears and alot of thinking. I want to say outright there are things in me that God has revealed to me through this that I wouldn't have taken seriously before.

I want to thank her for sharing her life with me, being very bold to love someone like me, its not easy at all but she did her best for that i'm everly grateful to God but now I'm thanking God for friends. 

How Are You Now?
Many of you will be asking. Well besides a lingering cough i'm very good. Gone past the point of hoping things to change and get back to the way it used to be. I think if God wants He can do anything but for me, I want to be confident, and satisfied with who I am and where I'm heading no matter what happens.

The Obvious
Did i make a mistake? Yeah! Did we make a mistake for two years, was the relationship a mistake? I dont believe so. Though if i had to do it all over again there are obvious things i would like to change. But this was my shot at it and just to clear anything, i'm not searching, kind of liking just hanging out with friends :)

~shalom~

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