You know thinking about how everything went, i am reminded of my favourite psalms, 139...where can i hide from you spirit? If i go to heaven you are there, if i go to the lace of the dead you are there... i could ask the darkness to hide me but darkness is like light to you...
I don't understand why all these things happen. God knows i am still shocked and feel so unworthy of such a responsibility. He knows my heart and perceives my thoughts from afar. Looking at myself and evaluating myself i FAIL. But there's a few things i know. God is good, and he will not bring any harm to his children. God is faithful, what he says, he will do and he can be trusted. In all my life he has never failed me. So i guess whats left is for me to allow him to mould me to the person he wants me to be.
I am scared but sometimes its not a bad thing. Please keep me in prayers and offer your advice and suggestions. For some reason i've been going through the sms pack again and Hebrews 10: 24 & 25 says let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love and good deeds. Let us not give up meeting together as some are in the habit of doing but let us encourage one another - and all the more as we see the Day approaching.
Into Your hands i commit again, my life, this fellowship, my brothers and sisters. May we be the josephs and davids and gideons and rebeccas and naomis and ruths and pauls and timothys in this time of our service. Thank you father.
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