the rift,
within,
expressions that cannot be expressed,
not suppress,
not repressed,
not me,
not just me.
the reflection,
the projection,
the construction and re-construction,
the toil,
the joy,
the end?
the beginning,
the decision.
what do you want?
where are you going?
what are you doing to get there?
what makes you?
what's more important?
look ahead,
leave it all behind,
there's nothing you can do to change it,
its done. DONE.
let it go.
Sometimes i talk to myself. Its not weird, i bet you do it too.
Into Your hands, i commit again, everything i am, and will be. I know i can't do anything without You. Take away my shame, my reproach, and lead me to a more excellent future. Let Your word be my certainty, let my faith in You be unshaken through the storms, through all these times. Don't let worry cripple me, don't let me slip away. Let Your word renew and freshen me, give me new hope in a hopeless world, where all the towers of men crumble and fall, when there's frantic panic let me to calm, still knowing that in You i have everything i need. For You have given me everything i need for life and godliness. Remind me of Your unfailing love, let my hope be in You alone. Bring me back when i stray and go my way. Guide me to the paths of wisdom, and understanding so i can make the most use of my time. Let me have cause to glorify You in the end. Arigato o-tou san.
~shalom~