June 1

First i want to congratulate Eilyn on her graduation, too bad i cannot be there but at least you have family with you.

Its the first of June, exams are in 8 days time and there is so much to do, just thinking about the amount of reading i'm suppose to do makes me scared. I'm really scared for this sem, its been very tiring, stressful and well you know.

Its really inconvenient not having a computer, i feel so bored at home, end up tempted to sleep. Cannot sleep also because then i feel guilty wasting time when i should be studying so at the end i'm down to spending a lot of time in the ME lab, doing most of my work here. At the moment there are just 5 of us here and its cold. Good thing i brought my jacket.

So this weekend we had the vcf committee retreat camp at Imperial Hotel, it was basically meetings and some fun, in between. For a few moments you actually forget that exams are coming soon and that made it worthwhile for me at least, i didnt have to worry about it, just enjoy the company of good friends and fellow committee members. Also another opportunity to take pictures. I would love to share them with you but Curtin blocks flickr so i cannot access them here but i have uploaded a few pictures to my flickr so you can check them out there. Will probably make a proper post about it when i have the time.

Church was good, as usual. There's one thing i noticed, sometimes the music is a mess and you cannot follow, its less than ideal like what i'm used to at bethany or in EYM but there's something pure, something right in the midst of the mess, if you really want to worship God it won't be a hinderance. And today i was reminded of the song, so you could come. The first time i heard the song was last year in the vcf lifecamp at niah. And its always special to me. The word was very timely as always :) i just thank God for putting me where i am, and for making me enjoy the things i am enjoying at the moment.

Father thank you for every moment, every day, every event, for everything. I feel really grateful for all you have done in my life, and continue to do. Help me in those times to lift my burdens and emotions to you and let you complete the work you have already started. I truely love you o-tou san.

~shalom~