I love you not because of anything you are or what you will become. I love you because you are my son.

-mom

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11.10.10

When did you stop believing? when did impossible start to matter? Have you forgotten? Has it really been that long? When did the one who split the sea change? Is He not the same one that lives in you? Who will never leave you or forsake you? ...I've never seen the righteous forsaken.

But you say, with a dropped head, I'm not righteous, I've done so many things I'm ashamed of. Is that it? Are not his mercies new every morning? When did you embrace fear and discard faith so much that its now the only reality you see? Is not the God of wonders still the God who ...goes around the earth to show himself mighty, will He not do what he promised? Are you better off in that corner, afraid and ashamed, is it not you who was at the forefront not so long ago? What happened to you, mighty man of God. Is not the joy of the Lord still your strength? Are you not the son of God? Will he forsake his own flesh? If you evil men know how to give good things to your children, how much more the heavenly father. Ask that your joy may be full. Go and sin no more but if you do, dont stay there, let it go. My peace I leave with you, not like the world...

Today church was great.

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Dell inspiron 1420 teardown

My lappie, I call her Delia has been making some funny noises. This is one of the flaws of my particular Dell model, the inspiron 1420 known for its loud fan noise and heating issues that screw up the graphics card. There's also the one pixel line across the top of the screen but that's another story.

So the other day I was studying and could not stand it anymore so I opened up the computer, took out my old toothbrush and gave the fan a good clean. Unfortunately it didn't solve the problem but I took pictures of the insides and thought to share so here you go.















And as a bonus, here's how it sounds sometimes



I think its fair to say that my next computer will not be a Dell. I'm done.
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Poor durian
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Forgiveness. What is the depth of forgiveness? How far can you go? Is there anything thats unforgivable? The plea is this - forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sin against us.

I think on a personal level, man vs man, nothing is unforgivable. Even though your wife or husband cheats on you, nothing is unforgivable on a personal level. Question is do I want to? And what will it take?

Forgiveness is hard.

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