thank God you're a man

Ok let me explain. I don't mean to be prejudice or encourage the consumption of alcoholic drinks but this just made me laugh :)

Have a great weekend.

-ONWARD

i am blessed

Ello :)

Went for a prayer meeting this evening. Gosh how i miss communual prayer. Haven't had one in months but yeah it was very refreshing.

You know i used to expect God to speak to me directly but as i grow older i come to realise that God is always speaking to me. Just i'm not very attentive to catch it. Maybe some thought, or suddenly i remember a verse or have a feeling to ask someone i've not talked to for a while how they're doing.

Was especially touched by the song in worship Majesty (here i am).... Your grace has found me just as i am, empty handed but alive in your hands...sanctified by glory and fire. I am blessed :)

-ONWARD

9.9.09

What a day! I finished one assignment and submitted one lab in the nick of time. I have to say its very thrilling to do things last minute but when it becomes a habit it can be dangerous. I'm tempted to make a resolution in this matter but i know better not to do that.

Facebook is evil!

Most of you will agree. I think its not evil in itself, just that most often it is misused. That said, my absence from fb continues until the 22nd of this month.

We had a talk in VCF today on time management and how to organise our time and i discovered or rather was reminded what i already know, i spend way too much time on the internet for my own good. Now there's a fine line between researching for information or staying up to date but just like the fb thing, it all comes down to how much of your time you are willing to waste. Time is not money. Money can be stored, regained, not so with time. And the most frightening thing is that we all will give an account to the maker of time on how we have spent it.

On being empty, i recognise that i don't really have someone to hold me accountable, challenge me with regards to my spiritual life and that it might well be a phase, a season in my life. One that i want to see pass as soon as possible. I've been listening to some of the sermons i've neglected for a while now and they have been life to me. We need each other.

Senadin {Senadin is the place i live} experienced shortage, no a lack of water for a whole day yesterday and it was interesting to see the reaction of everyone. The coffee shops were full because most people who cook at home could not. Made me wonder how the cs wash their plates and prepare their food. Many people bought boxes of mineral water, so much that i'm suprised the shop didn't increase the price. Some went to town for the simple pleasure of taking a bath. Makes you value even things like water we take so much for granted.

-ONWARD

where is your heart

I've been on a self declared absence from facebook because i play too many games on there and i spend more than the time i have on the darn thing. Its a good thing. I think its dangerous when we let the things we make with our hands become our masters. Yet all i've done was to replace one evil with another. Time away from fb means time with other things, not necessarily time saved. So yeah.

I've been reading this book, ordering your private world and its been immensely useful to me. It targetted towards the disorganised and forces your to tackle the disorder in your world. If you're a leader in any area or just have trouble getting organised or both then i would suggest you get one from your local christian store. You can thank me later.

Had a talk with a rather close friend the other day. Its been a while since we said anything to each other. My heart still skips :) glad she's doing alright.

Where is your heart?

I'm tempted to start this part with you know when... but i don't think many of you will understand. For a while there's just been an ice age in my world. There's momentary summer but winter has stayed too long and this heart has very little to beat. It certainly is not getting stronger or fighting for anything. Feels like someone turned out the sun and left just the stars on. You can still see but its not the same.

Here i go trying to explain something in a very complicated introvert-ish way. But i'm like that. Gives me pleasure to be able to do that especially knowing there's probably a smile on your face knowing exactly what i mean.

I want my heart back, i want my sun back.

-ONWARD

msn messages (part 2)

After the first installment, i'm compelled to share yet again your personal messages.

• Live each day better than yesterday
• time dont wait and pause for u!!!
• Alex is happy because after 3 months of hard work..Results come in...Thank God
• The right thing at the wrong time is the wrong time; just like every four seasons have its own purpose, so is our life
• walking by faith
• im no longer someone's girlfriend.................
• Difficulty only serves to better the joy at the end...
• i need space......
• world's apart
• still you hear me when i'm calling...
• Doing Finance nw~He is a devil today, he will be a devil forever~
• Goodbye Kuching!
• XOXO Gossip Girl
• walking
• Thank you Lord for showing me your ways...
• Finally Internet is back..
• Tomorrow holiday?
• BONDS
• Continual sickness

Compared to last time, there are non repeating pms which is good, means you all are actively changing.

-ONWARD