where is your heart

I've been on a self declared absence from facebook because i play too many games on there and i spend more than the time i have on the darn thing. Its a good thing. I think its dangerous when we let the things we make with our hands become our masters. Yet all i've done was to replace one evil with another. Time away from fb means time with other things, not necessarily time saved. So yeah.

I've been reading this book, ordering your private world and its been immensely useful to me. It targetted towards the disorganised and forces your to tackle the disorder in your world. If you're a leader in any area or just have trouble getting organised or both then i would suggest you get one from your local christian store. You can thank me later.

Had a talk with a rather close friend the other day. Its been a while since we said anything to each other. My heart still skips :) glad she's doing alright.

Where is your heart?

I'm tempted to start this part with you know when... but i don't think many of you will understand. For a while there's just been an ice age in my world. There's momentary summer but winter has stayed too long and this heart has very little to beat. It certainly is not getting stronger or fighting for anything. Feels like someone turned out the sun and left just the stars on. You can still see but its not the same.

Here i go trying to explain something in a very complicated introvert-ish way. But i'm like that. Gives me pleasure to be able to do that especially knowing there's probably a smile on your face knowing exactly what i mean.

I want my heart back, i want my sun back.

-ONWARD